In one of his last social media posts before his untimely death, Presley Gerber confessed to being “terrified” as he faced further treatment for his addictions.
The only son of Cindy Crawford and Randy Gerber died on September 20 at the age of 27.
He had been open about his addiction struggles and in March he revealed to his social media followers that he was undergoing psychedelic drug treatment.
‘Praying this is the last time’
The model, who died at a rehabilitation facility, posted a video of himself before undergoing an ibogaine flood dose which Stanford Medicine describes as a naturally occurring psychedelic.
It comes from the roots of the African shrub iboga, and most recently “it has gained interest from the medical and scientific communities for its potential to treat opioid and cocaine addiction.”
Alongside the video, Presley wrote: “Quiet moment before everything changed,” before adding: “I was absolutely terrified, and I knew I would be again if I ever had to face something like this.”
The treatment is not legal in the United States but is legal in other countries.
Presley added: “Letting go of control didn’t come easy. I knew why I was there. I faced what I had been running from, and somewhere in all of it, I started finding my way back to myself. We shall see.”
The model also said that he was “praying it’s the last time I have to come back.”
Support from his family
© WireImage via Getty ImagesHis post was met with kind and supportive messages from his family. His mom, Cindy, called him a “warrior,” and said she was “so proud,” while his sister, Kaia, wrote: “That’s my brother I am so damn proud.”
Randy also commented with a message proving just how much the family loved him.
“I’m so proud of you and your courage. Facing what’s hard takes real strength, and watching you find your way back to yourself is everything. I love you so much,” he wrote.
© GettyFollowing news of his death, his family released a statement to HELLO!: which read: “The family is asking for privacy during this very difficult and painful time.”
A cause of death had not been publicly confirmed at the time of reporting.
Cindy’s last message to ‘my little boy’
© InstagramJust two months before Presley’s death, he turned 27 and Cindy shared a message that captured both her pride in the man he had become and her memories of the little boy she had raised.
The supermodel shared two childhood photographs on Instagram in July, accompanying them with a loving tribute to her eldest child.
“I’m so proud of the man you’ve become, but I’ll always see you as my little boy! Love you,” she wrote.
If you or someone you know is struggling with substance abuse, please contact the SAMHSA helpline at 1-800-662-HELP.
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